satiated its passion…

December 17, 2023

Dead Until Dark 

December 11, 2023

Blood-feeding monsters

October 9, 2023

The majority of vampire legends popular in modern culture derive from ancient folktales, spread mainly throughout Europe. However, there are similar monsters throughout various cultures across the world, from ancient Israel to Greece. This can be seen in the tales of Lilith, a she-demon, who feeds on the blood of babies and pregnant women, as well as the tale of Ambrogio, who was transformed into a vampire for his lover. Blood-feeding monsters have long been in the realm of folklore and myths, since history first started being written down. The most prominent of these myths was that vampires were evil entities that steal animals and people to feed off of their life source. While the concept of these ancient vampires is similar to modern-day depictions of the monster, they are extremely different from the portrayal of them today. Even the name “vampire” was not seen in history until much later, around the 1700’s, but the true origin of the word is unknown. 

During medieval times, people in Europe were using the term “vampire” to exhume bodies and burn them, as they were feared to be feeding on the towns and villages at night. However, the folktales and myths surrounding the beasts would evolve into the monsters that filmmakers and authors present to their audiences today. It wasn’t until the 1800’s with the release of Le Fanu’s Carmilla and Bram Stoker’s Dracula that the folktales could be recognized as separate entities from modern legends, and modern myths about vampires today… such as the reaction to sunlight and garlic that can be seen through these novels. The novels spread modern legends of vampires, such as the practice of sleeping in a coffin, as well as their superhuman speed and strength. However, the release of John Polidori’s Vampyre in 1819 redefined what it meant to be a vampire. Instead of a bloated, horrid corpse that medieval individuals knew the creature to be, Polidori transformed the beast into a suave and sexual monster, charming its victims to their deaths. He turned the vampire into a sexy, seductive aristocrat, or the villain that people know the vampire to be today. 

Mindie Farpelha – The long, bloody history of Vampires  

Holy places…

September 24, 2023

Holy places are dark places. It is life and strength, not knowledge and words, that we get in them. Holy wisdom is not clear and thin like water, but thick and dark like blood.

C.S. Lewis – Till We Have Faces

I felt no love, only lust

September 23, 2023

We walked on the beach at midnight. Our silence was made more profound by the sound of rolling waves splashing across the sand. Two would be lovers, were we – and yet I felt no love, only lust. 

And was it any different for you? 

Ah, yes, yes, I know. Such memories are dead things that we carry around within us. Like ghosts, they haunt us. Haunt me, at any rate. 

And later, in that hotel room you had me rape you like a child and begged me to: ”Pop my cheery, please, pop it…” While I, your stone-white clown, repeatedly stabbed into you with my hard flesh, your long legs up over my shoulders – so I could reach your cervix, your centre and shoot my copious load into your very soul. 

Then fantasy abruptly became reality. There was blood from a ruptured hymen. A virginity first taken decades earlier had miraculously returned. But no. Impossible. Such deep rough fucking had brought on your period a week early.  

We both laughed, crazy as dogs, despite the mess on the sheets. We had become intoxicated – on the wine and each other. Then you said, ‘Do me again. Do me hard. Make me cry with the pain of it. Make me beg you to stop.’ 

And in our performance of various rough sexual acts, we learned how much darkness was contained within us. We come to realize that what we consume will eventually consume us. But you were already aware of this – you were much more experienced in these things, than was I. And later I slept, fitfully, exhausted. But come morning you were gone, fled, disappeared – like a fantasy woman vanished into thin air, leaving me with a thick knot of bloody and sex-stained sheets and this haunting memory. 

Just before Lucy Westenra was penetrated with a stake through her heart, Dr. Seward made an observation of her appearance as a vampire which in essence is about the gothic double. The gothic double in this case, is the more primal and vampiric version of Lucy versus her “old self” which had a sweet purity. The “human” Lucy and the “vampiric” Lucy does point out Victorian gender roles; as a human woman it was looked down upon being sexually active before marriage, but after the transition to a vampire state, the Victorian gender roles no longer governed her in how she “should” act and became free to act the way she deep down wanted. 

Kristin F. Jørgensen –  Wooden Stakes and Canine Teeth; The Battle of the Sexes in Bram Stoker’s Dracula